im totally gonna be a sap here for a few.. bare with me.

I’ve been sitting at home all day waiting to go to work, and the only thing that’s been on my mind all day is my boyfriend.  I’m still completely head over heels for him.. it kinda blows my mind.  

We weren’t ever supposed to be together, no one saw it in a million years.  but damn am i glad that we did.  i fall more in love with him everyday, and feel more and more blessed.  He swept in just at the right time and saved me when my life was becoming CHAOS.  don’t get me wrong, we fight, and it can be rough.  but there has yet to be an obstacle that the two of us can’t overcome.  our key word has always been “team”.  thats what we are.  a team.  

dominick if by any chance you read this.  i hope you know how much i love you.  I look back on the past 9 months and smile.  at every bit of it.  from the first time you brought me flowers and i didn’t have a vase so we used a milk carton instead.  When i tried to be all romantic that night i cooked dinner and you laughed at how awkward i really am..When we quote Bane, the first time you said you loved me.  When i get to wake up and you’re the first thing i see.  All of it.. just completely fills me with joy.  we have one hell of a relationship.  we kinda kick ass.  people should be jealous;)
But in all seriousness, im so proud of where our relationship has gotten us, and can’t wait to see where it takes us.

I love you babe.  Always.

Trying to find a balance,
trying to build a balance 

So follow yourself because if nothing else, your existence is true.